Bloody RhymeOne, two, buckle my shoe.
It should've been me. Not her. Me.
Three, four, break down the door.
So many questions, but why, why, why?
Five, six, she's next in my mix!
I'd give anything. That's what I'd told the doctor. Blood, a kidney, a new heartwhatever it takes.
Seven, eight, piece of cake!
Three minutes and forty-two seconds. That's all. I left the room for three minutes and forty-two seconds. But he only needed three minutes and forty-one.
Nine, ten, bye bye Jen!
Bloody murder, bloody baker, bloody butcher, they said.
Eleven, twelve, I'll add to my shelve!
Flatline, they said, nothing they can do, they said.
Thirteen, fourteen, I'm getting quite keen!
I'll kill him, and then I'll kill me too. Because its my fault, and I'm guilty, guilty, guilty!
Fifteen, sixteen, is this the sister of that bean?
I'm the trap, and he's the mouse, I'm the bait, and he's the trapper.
Seventeen, eighteen, she couldn't have see
I'M SO BUSY Sorry! >///< I know I said I'd do some stuff, like "oh I'm doing this" or "sign me up," but then I didn't do anything. I really am sorry! I probably will get around to do whatever I said I'd do, but it will probably be late And this also means I will be unable to commit myself or participate in much anything anymore on here (for now)...
The reason I'm so busy: THERE ARE SO MANY REASONS. ;u;
"A single dream is more powerful than a thousand realities." Someone
I won't bother you with a long list, but to sum it up... School, a few auditions for this and that, moping about the guy-who-shall-not-be-named, projects, life, and OTHER peoples' lives. Oh, and I was thinking of where to get a job. I kind of always wanted to work at the movie theater...:u
my face is in so much pain right now and this is after I ate my self pity ice cream //sob
Let's go CRAZY, CRAZY, CRAZY,
'Til we see th
Right and WrongSometimes I wonder,
Why, and what,
I need reasons,
Answers, explaining me.
So I tell myself:
A simple mistake,
Overlooked by God,
Just a mishap,
With the way I feel.
The forbidden sin,
Are not here,
They can't be here.
I'll ignore the "right,"
And love with blinders on,
Going no other way,
And when I feel ill,
As I always do,
I'll recall the wrong,
The error I must avoid.
Even held at gunpoint,
By none other than myself,
I remain on track,
Because that's "right."
Puppet and the PuppeteerSpider silk lies entwined around my wrists,
Blurring my eyes and fogging my mind.
He whispers rumors and criticisms,
So harsh to the point of "truth."
You are a loser,
With a smile, But it's okay, I'm here!
He is my friend, he tells me,
And he only wants what's best. Right?
Don't worry about it! he insists,
Convincing me everything is fine.
My dirty little secret into a dirty little addiction,
And I'm still reassured, Relax, I promise it's okay.
I lie to myself over and over,
As he guides me the wrong way.
I'm a puppet strung on insecurity,
He's the puppeteer with empty promises.
Why do I listen to this man,
I'm your friend, can't you trust me?
As he corrupts me the way I wanted,
Destroys me in ways parents dread.
Now I am nothing but a pawn,
A sacrifice for his checkmate.
And the funny thing is,
I don't regret a second of it.
Black-Hearted MonsterWhat is a monster, have you thought?
Oh, holy! Jason!
Are they hiding under your bed,
Shit! Mom, Dad!
Ready to jump and say "boo?"
Vicious claws, or ruby red eyes,
They beat him up, bad!
How do you think they look like?
A bunch of kids...
Reptilian, mutant, or avian?
A few, I think, were football players.
Maybe some of them are nice,
You Over There..."Hey, hey, you over there!"
I must ask, "How do you fare?"
Not too well, you suspiciously say,
But, hey really, no one's well today.
What? "No, no,
I don't think so!
I won't settle for mellow,
So cheer up, good fellow!"
Is that all you wanted?
You're annoyed, I seeI remain undaunted!
"Yes, there is, my dear friend,
You see, today, a smile I'll lend."
Idiot buffoon, we're here in the city!
Stop dreaming, and stop giving me your damn pity!
"Upset, are you? Please don't be,
Smile, and you'll feel better, you'll quickly see!"
Are you really being serious?
Have you seen reality, Mr. Delightfully Delirious?
A laugh and a pat on the back,
Oh dear, you're funny, old Mac!
The Great Depression, haven't you heard?
People are starving, by the whole herd!
"True, true, it's tragic, no doubt,
But it doesn't mean it's a total fallout."
Red in the face, Yes, yes it does!
Stop playing jolly and do something because!
"Calm down, dear friend,